Month: January 2010

  • To Do List

    In no particular order:

    Olivia Munn
    Amanda Bynes
    Gabrielle Union
    Sarah Rue
    Roseanne
    Jessica Simpson
    Lily Allen
    Katy Perry
    Rihanna
    Shakira
    Salma Hayek
    Padma Lahkshmi
    Lucy Liu
    Bai Ling
    Chloe Sevingy
    Lauren Graham
    Progressive Insurance girl
    Serena Williams
    Snooki
    Lisa Loeb
    Gail Kim
    Doris Roberts
    Danielle Fishel
    Penelope Cruz
    Joss Stone

    Wow...I didn't even get to Xanga.  Good thing.  Mein Schtuppwurst will be quite tired from this list.

    Oh and I should also add "Get a computer".  The way things are going it has been the last thing on my mind.  I have been in Illinois for my aunt's funeral.  Then taxes...don't I pay enough on beer and gas?  Sometime I will return...sometime.

  • Thinking

    Since I do not have a computer and I spend my free time reading, I have been doing a lot of thinking.  Part of my time thinking has made me wonder if my thinking is actually a good thing and beneficial to my well-being.  But now as I sit in the library and stare at the screen, my mind has become blank.  Maybe it is because just a few feet from me this overly-pleasant lady is handing out cookies and cider and the Mormon missionaries are refusing to eat the cookies because they contain chocolate and chocolate contains caffeine.  Talk about devotion.  And talk about awesome when I come to this library I always have to check out a special section they have devoted to graphic novels and comic books.  It's a fanboy's wet dream.  Speaking of dreams, I have had this recurring dream since I was in high school and I think it somewhat happened this past Sunday.  When I was in high school I was never afflicted with acne but I would get all sorts of these boil like things on my body.  Anyway one night in high school I dreamt that one of these boil things had something "hard" in it.  I squeezed and I noticed that something was indeed stuck in this sore.  I grabbed it with my fingers and soon I found myself pulling out a sword from this boil.  It had an ivory handle so I guess that was I had mistaken it for pus.  When I brandished the evil sword I was invincible.  Anyway on Sunday I was sitting in my car and noticed that I thought I had cut myself while shaving.  It looked like a scab had formed and I went to rub it off.  Well scab was not a scab but it was a hair.  I pulled it and out it came.  It was freaky and about the width of 5 of my hairs and about 1 inch in length.  I was surprised I had no crater in my face.  Too bad that when I held that hair I was not invincible.

    My grandfather often told me to grab life by the whores.  I miss dear old granddad.

    I'm behind times on fads and the bands all the young girls desire.  All these years, I have thought that Band of Brothers was actually about the Jonas Brothers.

    I am thinking of going all out for this new computer system.  Since HDTVs are so low in price, I have thought about buying one of those and getting software for the computer so that I can run it on the TV.  There is nothing like reading Xanga pulses on a big screen TV and in high definition. 

    On Sunday I went to a 40th wedding anniversary party.  It was really nice.  It got me thinking how if I were to find love now, what it would be like in 40 years.  I figured I be lucky to make love last 40 minutes but then the love I am capable of finding usually charges by the hour.  But what do I know, they had free beer and I was having too much fun with that.

    I have been reviewing my DVDs of The Sopranos when I haven't felt like thinking or reading Kerouac.  Seriously "On the Road" sounds like how I spent a couple of summers minus the hitchhiking and benzedrine.  I have thought there was a curse to the cast of The Sopranos.  During filming of the series so many members of the cast were hurt and production was always being delayed.  Some of the cast haven't really accomplished anything since the series ended.  I am pretty sure the only actor who has produced anything of substance since the screen went to black was Edie Falco who now plays Nurse Jackie.  Drea de Matteo was on that horrible Friends spin-off Joey and has also turned up in brief appearances on the motorcycle mafia drama Sons of Anarchy.  Then the guy who played Big Pussy, not a sexual reference but a nickname La Cosa Nostra uses for cat burglars, was arrested for beating his wife.  He also was scheduled to appear on one of the celebrity fit clubs but had to pull out, also not a sexual reference, because of a bad heart.  Artie, the chef at Vesuvio, has been arrested for drugs and DUI.  Robert Iler who played A.J. has had numerous run-ins with the law.  The guy who played Matt Belivaqua is singing the county blues for shooting a cop.  Oops I forget Jamie Sigler who was on Entourage.  She did have problems with an eating disorder because some jackasses started web forums making fun of her for having a huge ass.  It was just that she was wearing an unflattering pair of pants.  But honestly, who doesn't like a big ass?  And now I wonder why this public library blocks my website.

    I am thinking Aaron Rodgers needs a new nickname because whenever I hear the announcers call him "A-Rod" I think of the mezzo-finook in the Bronx.  Maybe we should call him "Pussyfingers" or "At Least He Ain't Throwin' Interceptions Like Favre" or "Aaron Rockette" because of the way he was doing the high step kick with that fumble.  Such an embarassment but the rest of the weekend in football made me a lot of money.

    Snapple would be so much better if it made a Long Island Iced Tea or even a Long Beach Iced Tea...try that one, you won't be upset unless you have a drinking problem.

    You know I am getting sick of seeing all these KY commercials on the TV but I have been thinking that KY needs to take a page out of Valvoline's playbook and develop a lubricant for high-mileage women.

    You know with good news comes bad news.  I think in one of my last posts I mentioned that I will no longer have to drive my dad for his kidney dialysis because he got in at a center like 10 minutes from his work so when he goes for dialysis he can go straight to work.  Well that was good but then I realized that I will have less access to a computer until I get one built.  Damn.  I guess it's time to get back out on the interstate and pretend that I am Pacman and drive down the middle of two lanes...wom wom wom wom wom wom...hopefully no ghosts will catch me.  I also hope there will be no fruit out on the road.  With that, I leave you for the time being Xanga.  Much love and all that nonsense.

  • My Predictions and Resolutions for 2010---Updated

    I started doing this a few years back.  I never made New Year's resolutions before because I realized that I would eventually break them and that I should just save my breath and energy.  Lately as I have matured I think they are nice to make.  I also like to make predictions because I figure that I can do just as well as some of the major psychics.  Years back, I remember visiting my parents for the holidays and they were infatuated with this medium named Sylvia Brown.  The only thing that I found remarkable about her was her voice which had turned awful manly after years of smoking.  She also made appearances at the local casino to "talk with the dead".  Well on a year-end Montel Williams show special she made her predictions.  She said the Pope John Paul would die and would be succeed by a black man from Africa.  The funny thing was I think the actual pope lived another 5 years.  She also predicted that there would be a cure for diabetes and that John Travolta would die in a plane crash.  Man, I wish those would have come true.  Yes, I don't like John Travolta and had his plane crashed we would not have been subjected to Wild Hogs.  Later on I found a website that said of all her predictions, that her best year she was accurate 10% of the time.  Well my gambling instinct took over and I figured that I could make predictions and be just as accurate. 

    Let's begin by reviewing what I said about 2009.  My current thoughts are in parantheses.
    My Resoultions for 2009
    1.  I am going to be a better person in my mind. (I like to say I achieved this one.  I don't know if I have to go into specifics but in my mind's eye I feel like I was a better and kinder person.  Maybe you will disagree with me.)
    2.  I am going to do volunteer work such as working at the library across the street or some after school mentoring. (I have volunteered my time at my church and have taught children's classes there)
    3.  I am going to start working on a Master's. (I didn't get into the program simply because I dragged my feet.  I was set to join up for the spring and summer semesters however my computer died so now I will put that off)
    4.  I am going to brew my own beer, wine, or cider. (I didn't make my own beer, wine, or cider but I did make my own flavored vodka)
    5.  I am going to make some drastic moves with the stock market. (In the works.)
    6.  I will get that full time teaching job or staff writing job. (Didn't happen but I remain positive like Magic Johnson.  I really hope the economy turns and people realize that reality TV is crap unless it is a VH-1 dating show.  A BASEMENT AFFAIR!)
     
    Predictions for 2009
    1.  Since it has worked the past two years, I'll go with it it again, I will become apathetic to a major news/human interest story. (Michael Jackson...Balloon Boy...all the missing children that Nancy Grace screams about)
    2.  I don't see Joe Biden lasting that long as vice president.  Not because he gets hurt or ill, but because he has a falling out with Obama.  (You know this one had me thinking.  It seems like Obama is not to pleased when Joe opens his mouth)
    3.  After spending $432 million in the free agent pool and building a new stadium, the New York Yankees will declare bankruptcy.  They also won't make the playoffs.  (I felt like a fool with this one.  I really wish it had come true.)
    4.  Gas will be priced at over $3 a gallon and then will rise even higher after terrorist attacks in Saudi oil fields (This one keeps nearing closer to reality around here.  Every time I bring my dad for diaysis the gas has went up three cents each visit)
    5.  There will be martial law declared in America. (It almost happened but not in 2009.  It was in the last year of the Bush administration when they broke up that terror ring in Buffalo.  He and Dick thought about round the bad guys up with the military)
    6.  There will be a record amount of homicide and suicide in America due to a worsening economic situation which will see unemployment hit 20%.  (I think unemployment hit 13%.  I don't know the numbers of homicide or suicide but Wisconsin set a record this past year with domestic disputes and spousal abuse cases)
    7.  The Obamas will chose a cocker spaniel.  (See I think we are so focused on the economy that people don't give a damn)
    8.  Bill Clinton and W Bush will get in a fight over the rug...I couldn't resist after hearing Clinton say, "I love that rug." (That was a video released about the time I wrote this last year of Clinton commenting on W's choice of rug in the Oval Office)
    9.  The U.S. and Canada will combine currency and call it the Amero but Mexico will be excluded. (Thank god this one didn't happen)
    10.  There will be a breakthrough in the discovery of a treatment for AIDS.  (This sort of freaked me out because there was a break-through drug found in Canada and in Thailand a vaccine was found to prevent AIDS and HIV in sex workers)
    11.  A major band or group of celebrities will meet their demise in a plane crash. (Hmmm I am crediting this one as accurate because of all the celebrities that died)
    12.  Bees will be declared an endangered species. (The numbers keep dwindling and honey production is at low levels)
    13.  America will no longer stand by Israel after allegations of genocide begin to surface after the military operation in Gaza Strip. (I can sort of see America's relationship with Israel weakening and this in part is due to some of the reports coming out of the strip.)
    14.  Disney will buy the rights to license Santa Claus, the Easter Bunny, Cupid, and the Tooth Fairy. (Damn...didn't happen)
    15.  Osama bin Laden will finally be captured (Damn...didn't happen.  Does anyone out there actually think this guy is still alive?)

    My Resolutions for 2010
    1.  I will be a better person.
    2.  I will start the Master's program.
    3.  I will find some form of work that makes me happy.
    4.  I will be seen on ESPN for the World Series of Poker or at least I will become a force to be reckoned with at the local casino in their poker rooms.
    5.  I will be part of an inside joke.
    6.  I will find someone to whom I can say "I love you".

    My Predictions for 2010
    1.  HBO will announce that the ending for The Sopranos was an error in their programming.  They will release the final 15 minutes that never aired when the series went to black.  In the final 15 minutes we learn that Meadow becomes a lawyer, Carmella kicks Tony out of the house and makes a killing on the stock market only to have the market collapse kill her,  A.J. joins a ballet company and becomes a succesful dancer, and Tony moves to San Diego where he runs a popular patio furniture store.
    2.  Since it has worked in years past, I will become disinterested in a human interest story.
    3.  That Progressive Insurance girl, Flo, I am so attracted to her.  I will bang her in a booze-fueled wild rumpus of a weekend.
    4.  A certain Xangan will settle all his beefs with other Xangans by stepping into a steel cage and beating all his enemies senseless.  Of course this will be broadcast live on Xanga-TV and will be the greatest webcast in the history of webcasts.  Because of this fight Xanga will shift from a blogging site to a mixed martial arts site and Xangans will be required to fight at least once a month unless they buy a premium account and the only thing credits will do for you is to help sway the voters for who wins the rounds.
    5.  In a shocking event, I will find respect for Glen Beck and his anti-birth certifacte movement.  This will cause the Xanga tin-foil hat and conspiracy theory section to have exploding heads due to the mass confusion.
    6.  Old Faithful will cease to be faithful and will erupt causing much of Yellowstone National Park to burn and be rendered void.
    7.  The movie Independence Day will come true however instead of battling aliens, America will battle terrorists with President Obama leading the charge.  Instead of fighting from a jet, he'll fight from a tank and will mow down terrorists with a machine gun.
    8.  Israel will attack Iran.
    9.  America will go to war with pirates and we will see large numbers of people leave the U.S. to join with the Somali pirates only to learn that the pirate life isn't as great as what it is depicted in Pirates of the Caribbean.
    10.  There will be an announcement made that finally tells us why bees are dying off in record numbers.  The  most probable killer is cell phone waves
    11.  During the 2010 campaign, politicians will start saying how honest they are and town hall meetings will be replaced by polygraph tests where the politicians prove how honest they are.
    12.  Due to the movie Avatar, a break-through in the treatment of paralysis will be made.
    13.  Those transporters in Star Trek will start appearing in major cities world-wide to combat terrorism on airplanes.
    14.  The U.S. auto industry will become the strongest it has ever been when GM unveils a muscle car that gets 100 mpg and costs under $10,000.
    15.  Gary Busey is abducted by aliens and he becomes their leader.  He will also admit to cannabalism.
    16.  Puerto Rico...51st State
    17.  A multi-national effort to land man on Mars will begin
    18.  Dr. Oz will be revealed to be the last of the Elfs and he will leave his show to take a cursed ring to the cracks of doom in order to destroy it.
    19.  A major and active professional athlete will committ suicide.  Note...I already did this prediction after the T.O. overdose but it almost came true when they put Vince Young of the Tennessee Titans on a suicide watch.
    20.  The United States will make it to the World Cup finals.

    So those are my predictions.  I know they might be vague but look at Nostradamus.  He was vague as hell and people consider him to be the best.  I saw a guy last night explain how the name Mabus could have been Nostradamus predicting Osama, Sadam, W. Bush, and Obama.

    I still have no computer and am sitting in a public library while my dad is doing his kidney dialysis.  The guy next to me has a one month old daughter in a car seat on the floor.  She is adorable.  That makes the old biological clock tick a little harder. 

    My car has gone through 3 color changes in the past few hours.  When I woke up it was white because it was covered in about 5 inches of snow.  Then after clearing it off, the normal color, navy blue, was showing.  By the time I get my dad to the dialysis center, my Blazer is this ugly gray color from the salt that was on all the highways that I drove.  The good news is that he is getting transfered to a place near his work so I will no longer have to drive him.

    MTV's Jersey Shore really puts Italians in a bad light. A bad light that makes then all look orange.

    So NBC is messing with the scheduling because Jay Leno supposedly isn't funny in the 9PM timeslot...news to NBC executives: JAY LENO HASN'T BEEN FUNNY FOR 15 YEARS!

    I have thought of becoming a pessimist in the year 2010 but I won't because I figure it won't work.

  • 2010

    2009 was a great year for me up until the end.  I had such a great time on Xanga meeting and reading material from different people from all walks of life.  People were patient with me and I made some new friends.  The bad part of all this is that towards the end of the year things hit me hard and it seemed like everything began to fall apart.  First off, my aunt had successful heart surgery.  I'm not even quite sure what the surgery was other than to repair some blockage in her valves.  The downside is that no in recovery she has no clue what is going on and she took a turn for the worse last night.  The doctors reduced her chances of recovery to 25%.  My dad has been doing ok with his kidney dialysis but the doctor said that he will be on it for the rest of his life because my dad has no chance of being a transplant candidate.  Currently I am driving him two or three times a week to a city 70 miles away for a 4 hour treatment.  It is taking it's toll on me.  My Blazer is running smoothly so I guess that is good especially since I dropped a good amount of money into it this year.  The computer died and the guy got me all hopeful about being able to fix it but on New Year's Eve he called me and said that there was nothing he could do to fix it and that all my material was lost...my music, my writings, my photos...everything.  Talk about being kicked when you are down.  My health...ugh...all this stress and the like with my family and cars and computer, things aren't that great but I press on.  It's not worth sucking on the business end of a shot gun.  I am hopeful for 2010 and within a couple of months a guy from my church said he would help me build a new computer.  I'm also happy because while sitting at the library I was surrounded by Mormon missionaries.  You know, being a god of my own planet sounds mighty nice after all this especially since the God I pray to seems to be deaf and myopic.

    Since I can't reply to your messages and since I can't go through my archives and review my thoughts and predictions for 2009, I will have to just press forward and see what other psychics are saying about 2010.

    I found these predictions by a group of psychics:
    1.  Pop superstar Mariah Carey will leave her husband, Nick Cannon, because he is unable to father children.
    2.  "Something grave will happen" to one of President Obama's daughters that has to do with letters "P," "I," "N," and "K"
    3.  In August, a volcanic eruption in the Aleutian Trench will trigger other volcanoes to erupt in Ring of Fire region of the Pacific Ocean.
    4.  New York may be split into two states.
    5.  Crisis in the Obama presidency between winter and the November mid-term elections. Sudden changes could lead to a reshuffling of the primary administration players (Obama, Biden, Clinton).
    6.  Very good chance of another major domestic al Qaeda attack.
    7.  Unexpected career changes for conservative talk show host Sean Hannity.
    8.  Drama of some sort will surround President Obama's daughters.
    9.  Obama is entering a personal year cycle of 6, which means "he is coming into his power." This is the year that will define his presidency.
    10.  The economy is going to get worse. Families will become closer.
    11.  Two major natural disasters in Indonesia: one will be an earthquake and the other will be "caused by high waves or water," like a tidal wave.
    12.  Orchestrated terrorist attack on the United States, taking place in four different cities, that will kill more than a 100 people. One of the cities will be New York.
    13.  An Eastern European country will claim official contact with aliens.
    14.  Losses in stock market will be made back in 2010.
    15.  Aleutian Islands / Anchorage, Alaska overdue -- 70% chance of a 7.0 or stronger quake in either location.
    16.  An earthquake of at least 6.0 will hit Northern California in 2010.
    17.  Quakes will likely happen in Greece and Southern Italy.
    18.  There will be no tsunami activity this year.
    19.  No Katrina-level event, but Florida will be hit by a couple of hurricanes later in 2010.
    20.  Three assassination plots against President Obama will be thwarted.
    21.  Russia, China and Korea will launch successful cyber attacks on the United States.
    22.  America's economy will be impacted by Pluto's opposition to Venus (the money planet).
    23.  The windows of February 6th and 7th, and the month of November, will be the best times to work toward a new world economic system.
    24.  Possible terrorist attack around March / April 2010 at the Mall of American in Bloomington, Minnesota. We will be able to stop it.
    25.  Major explosion in New York subway system, not terrorist related.
    26.  There'll be a breakthrough in liver cancer treament, with possibly a vaccine.

    Oh I will have to wait until possibly tomorrow or Wednesday to make my forecast.  Oh and don't worry, I'll make replies sooner or later.