November 18, 2009
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Motivation
I had so many things to say last night but I was exhausted. I went to the doctor yesterday and apparently they no longer think I have leukemia or lymphoma. The last time I went I had my mom with me and when he read the results from my blood test she turned white and started to hold back tears because of how bad my numbers were. That's reassuring. Anyway further tests reveal I don't have it. I think I am just going to blow off anything for the future because last year after seeing specialist after specialist they couldn't agree on anything and I seemingly got better. It's just that waking up and having blood coming from 4 of the main exits on my body is disconcerting.
So last night I noticed that I was getting an abnormally large number of footprints here on Xanga so I went to check it out. Someone with a large amount of followers posted a link to my page. It was of one of my videos, the Conan O'Brien Old Timey baseball video. This is the second time that video gained me a large amount of traffic. For some reason all these sports forums posted a link. One was from the California Angels, another was a hockey forum, and then there was another hockey form tht was in some moon man language. Oh also The AV Club section of The Onion linked to the video. All of those I think were during Conan O'Brien's last days in the slot after Jay Leno although technically he is still "after" Jay Leno. Please, NBC, no more Jay Leno.
Here's your weakly dose....yes, weakly dose of motivation
And you'll be pleased to know that this is the last of the motivation I received via email. That means next week we will go back to random nonsense motivation posters. Oh and it also means that I need to get a special post for those who aren't attracted to the female form.
Awesome! I was just invited to join one of those facebook pages that say "1,000,000 Strong for..." well this was the first group I have seen that had over 1,000,000 members.
Does anyone out there remember Zwan? Have a good day.
Comments (31)
what the hell is a Zwan?
@TheSecretLifeOfPandas -
Zwan is the offspring of one of Chicago's greatest bands.
@godfatherofgreenbay - should I be ashamed for not knowing this? because...surprisingly I am not.
This was fun, as always! Love the commentary under the photos!
Snort!! 
But, I want, no...I NEED...the post that is for people not attracted to the female form. While I can appreciate a beautiful female body...and LOVE my female body parts...I need to see a man post!! Oh...maybe you meant just a "regular" motivational post. Either way. I'm up for that! 
Glad you do NOT have either of those things! Although they are more treatable today and people are cured even. I have done volunteer work to raise money for LLS, because I've had friends who had them. Maybe you're like me...they can never find out why I have certain symptoms...so I figure some day they'll finally find something and name it after me.
HUGS!
I'm glad to hear you don't have leukemia or lymphoma! Stay healthy please.
w00t! I am MOTIVATED!!
i remember that Lyric song by Zwan....
Isn't that Weezer song fun?
"If you don't like it, you can shove it...but you don't like it, you LOVE it!"
I was sent to a blood specialist this year too. I just thought they were going to tell me to eat more iron etc to get my counts up. But when I got there the doctor after doing tests told me he didn't think i had lukemia. Which really blew my mind. The fact that I didn't know it was a possibility completely blew my mind. My other doctor didn't say a word about that. They finally decided it was because I am female and have a monthly friend. Although it wasn't proven. I pretty much beleive it and won't go back to the specialist especially since they tried to rebook me without asking my permission on the day and all.
No more booby motivational posters? Looks like there's no reason to come over to your blog anymore.
I'm glad that you don't have it. That's good. But now I'm wondering if your okay...hah..jesus..I hope your doing well..love...I remember Zwan, yes.
What a deep research, marks to you:)
Let's hear it for the Strapini - and flotation devices. Great set (of pics).
I think it would be rather embarassing if your fake boobs did float! And you know, young girls do get squirrely around 9:30 pm. Lets just hope they dont send that pic to their future ex boyfriend.
And about not feeling well and being sick and not knowing whats wrong... Im a big believer that we have to look at the body holistically. If I break a bone its going to hurt me emotionally and mentally... its a downer. But if there is no bodily harm, and my brain is experiencing "downer" times- that can collectively affect my body. Im sure Im not telling you anything new, just look out for yourself on all levels.
Were big about treating symptoms or masking pain in America.
@TheSecretLifeOfPandas -
Well it was Billy Corgan's attempt at Christian rock but no one saw the Christianity behind the music. Well maybe not but that was during his introspective Christian phase and reading through the lyrics of their album it is very evident.
@carolinaatnight -
Well soon I will get something out for ladies. I read a post today of someone challenging Xangans to write outside of their comfort level. Well that would probably be mine since I have no clue what is attractive in men.
@Ampbreia -
Yes, I am very thankful. I will do my best to stay healthy.
@SladeTheGreyFox -
Glad to help
@BranmacFeabhail -
I have that album. I was just thinking of them before I wrote that.
@Another_Perfect_Wonder -
The interesting thing behind that Weezer song is that it is adapted from an actual Shaker hymn(Simple Gifts)
I had a Weezer poster in high school that said "If it's too loud, turn it down"
@NightlyDreams -
I am always asked if I am a vegetarian and I always respond, "I was stupid when I was a teenager."
@Lithium98 -
Dang...I will have to find other ways to get you here
@SignificanceOfTheMightyClit -
Thanks...I feel OK but every once in a while I get pretty low but I thought it was other reasons.
@godfatherofgreenbay - You could survey some of your female readers and then use what they say to write the post. I could tell you what I find attractive in men!
@PeaceSearcher -
Thank you!
@curiousdwk -
Thanks. I was happy to find those Strapinis. I have only seen those on guys before.
@theladyofabundance -
HAHAHAHA...I was at a indoor waterpark this winter and I noticed a lady that did have floaters. It was so funny watching her trying to swim.
Thank you so much. I know that I have had problems with depression based on all this sickness. It really does harm the body on more than one level.
@godfatherofgreenbay -
were you a veg. when you were little. that's kind of weird. most people do the opposite. i'm sure this is a joke though.
I think I am in Heaven!
@NightlyDreams -
Actually I was a vegetarian while in high school for certain sports. I was in wrestling and had to keep my weight down. Not eating any meat made me an animal.
@RestlessButterfly -
Well I am glad I helped you reach that level
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